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My name is Muhammad Abuzar Khan. You can call be Bismarck, if you want. I live in Lahore, Pakistan; I am a Pashtun (Turkic and Iranian mix race). I was born in a struggling joint family. After the split in the family me, my sister, father and mother became poor as our relative did not financially support us like they use too. During the most financially depressing time of our life as a child me and my sister would only have one quality pass time which was watching animations. Both of us had a soft spot for animation and I still do. We would distract ourselves with Pokémon, Dragon Ball Z, Ultimate Muscle, etc. When we financially start to recover after a whole decade of leeching of whatever our relatives could provide us, I was able to finally use internet which I only had second hand experience from watching others browse through it.

Even though our service provider stop airing Anime due to licensing issues for years at that, I still had fond memories of those Anime and I want to revisit what made my childhood. But that's not just it, my inner child never died; I wanted to watch more shows like those and distract myself from the still miserable life. That is how I was able to find Anime and got to know about the rest of the Otaku culture.

"I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escaping from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I 'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for" _ Joseph Goebbels

Today, I am a different man. I found secret to happiness; freedom and the secret to freedom; courage. I strive every day to improve myself instead of admitting things are they way they are because if you do, then things will definitely won't get better without anyone trying.